Welcome aboard

She wears red shoes. Coupled with a red dress ofcourse. Thats the color of the airline.



I basically like her as a person but not as a wife for my brother. I might also like her sometimes as a girlfriend for bro. Clear smooth skin like you have never seen. Looks like she is the perfect healthy human being on earth carrying with her skin like a goddess. No tantrums despite being an air hostess. Fear in her heart while travelling in the trains because of the death of her brother in one of them. May his soul rest in peace.



Complete love for seafood, milk and water. And probably my bro. And yeah with my mom's food too. But most importantly with earning money. No. She is not one of those types who will "do anything for..". She will work hard. She will save up like anything. She will feed herself with airline food so that food at her home can be saved and she can buy furniture. Good furniture. She will walk up a 2 kms to save up money to buy a gift for my bro. She will work all day and study all night so that her installments and a prospect for a good career are not ruined. And she will be the only person in CS classes who will pass in all the subjects with good grades.

She will never fetch even a glass of water for my bro when she is at our BM house. Never cook or clean for him. Not smart enough to offer emotional compatibility. You can exactly giggle your way through life's difficulties. Will not move to a smaller city. Will not cook food late at night for my bro. Will not sacrifice for my bro's comfort and happiness. Not that I encourage any human being to sacrifice their ambitions or anything but I am pretty selfish when it comes to my family.

I dont like to insult or make anyone conscious about their financial status. But I am concerned about the image of my family when it comes to things like these. I cant exactly imagine her father or mother in a party which we would attend. And her father standing even next to my father? Forget it. I dont want to sound like a snob but there are some things you learn merely because of your lifestyle. I wonder how easily or smoothly she will learn them.

I am a big fan of her hard work and innocence. I also worship her dedication. I salute her spirit to be the sole earning member of her family(without any complaints) after her brother's death. I think she is a fantastic girl. But I am sorry because I dont think she is the best girl for my bro.

I have never been a big fan of Indian traditions or any tradition for that matter. I merely believe in doing what's right according to me. But that doesnt mean that I dont respect traditions. In this matter my Indianness takes over the better of me.

I know she enjoyed herself thouroughly today. She would have never even dreamed of the kind of house that we live in. I am sure she was bowled over and would love to stay with us. She told my mom that " the next time she comes, we could go to baroda and watch movies and do some shopping." which means that she is quite confident that my bro is going to stick around. She enjoyed my mom's delicious simple food. She enjoyed the company of my dog. She made the bed. She chopped ladies fingers for lunch. She relished the fish fry. She looked like a fresh daisy after she had a bath and sat in the living room without any trace of make up. She wished me good luck and told me not to worry and that everything will be good for me to land in Manchester soon. She took a packet of peanuts and sweetmeats for her mom waiting for her back home.

She left me thinking about her.

I wont be able to meet her if my bro marries someone else. I wont be able to meet myself if her and my bro's marriage goes wrong. I cant decide.

Is there someway both can be happy apart without having the feeling that they could have been happier together?

God, Forgive me.